01. the world is an oyster, Suhail is the inestimable pearl

2012 would be a better year

Posted Thursday, January 5, 2012 @ 10:10 PM

Initially I wanted to sit, reminisce how last year was and share it here. But somehow, I find it redundant to be ranting on 2011. So anyway, I'll just wrap the 12 months I had to deal with last year into a small short paragraph. Hopefully I don't go overboard and ended up having a longggggg post on 2011.

Truthfully I never like reminiscing the past.
It just hurt to remember things which causes you pain. It made me unappreciative of the opportunity I'm given to wake up everyday because I tend to compare the happiness I felt then to now. It made me stupid for doing things I shouldn't have done and things I regretted. How I wish life would be easy. And how I really wish system restore can be done to human's memory and starting a clean slate every year.

But I can't complain much cause every chances I've take, every mistakes I've made I am who I am now. I may not have the purest heart, but each year, I can be very sure that I've become a better person. Well, I guess that's one of the pros of growing up.

So 2011 been a pretty hectic year.

The effort I had put in to pull my grades up, the struggles I had to go through doing Major Project and dealing with all the hurdles which I never fail to come across each month. It's the year where I feel how to be a teenager back again without needing to work part-time. Yes, I'm thankful to Dad for making the final say, forcing me to quit. I've became stronger and realized that fate is God's hand, and putting all my trust fully, knowing He knows best. Seeing people walking away out from your life, and embracing new ones in. I am grateful to have the privilege to welcome 2012 and I can't wait to live it up, take more chances and enjoy this year. And I hope, whatever inconvenience I have to deal in the future, I'm capable of facing and handling it maturely.

I wasn't really enthusiastic to end my 2011 cause I feel that I haven't live my life fully. Well, I ended up sleeping throughout the night. How pathetic it sounds, fear not, I had an awesome well-spent afternoon with my dearest knight. Heh heh.

We did a few rounds around the town, doing some shopping. Which then, we end up slacking @313 Starbucks and planning what to do for countdown. We did came up with a few options, but being the lazy and tired me, I feel like making my way home to get my rest. And I swear, there's no better feeling than waking up fresh on a new year. ;D

All time favourite old fashioned chocolate doughnut and caramel hot chocolate drink. Oh, that Oakley specs which Fast got himself during his recent trip to Spain. I cannot express how guilty I feel for cracking the side frame of the spectacles. *sigh*

New Year Resolution?
I still have not come out with any. But along the way I would post up the goals and plans I would wish to achieve this 2012. To whoever who is still resolution-less like me, start having one! Live up 2012, and make no regrets!(: